Travesseiro

It's all right, I don't even remember how it's done
I've been leaving a shell in place
I opened the window to feel the wind
Waiting for something that won't come back

Sitting in the studio
Watching the dawn
Thinking about how I didn't see the time pass

Last week
In so many places
And how I couldn't find myself

Everyone asks how I am
I'm fine, distant
Very distant
Something took me away

But don't tell them I won't come back
I thought of ways not to worry
But none of them is without hurting
No one knows the weight until they carry

Voices scream loudly telling me to stop
I stopped to think
It didn't heal, it didn't cure
I came back to try

Without something certain
Without any plan
Still carrying the weight I went through

It's not raining outside
It's raining inside
But I still remember the sensei's phrase

Smile without thinking
Mistake without weighing
Cry to heal
Speaking is to disperse
Sleep without thinking
About the things that hurt
Even the pillow deserves the best of us

Smile without thinking
Mistake without weighing
Cry to heal
Speaking is to disperse
Sleep without thinking
About the things that hurt
Even the pillow deserves the best of us

How I thought but the night hurts me
Without facing it we are not heroes
What Morgana said
So right to be a guess
The pain can't be avoided, nor not felt
It simply exists

I always hated sad endings
I stopped to think
It didn't heal, it didn't cure
And I stopped trying

Looking for the right melody
Remedy for the open wound
In peace in the absence of war
Thinking I want to live there

Someday we will all, we will leave
I don't know why we value something so much from here
I won't say I'll stay
With so much desire to go
Here or anywhere
I just want to learn that

Smile without thinking
Mistake without weighing
Cry to heal
Speaking is to disperse
Sleep without thinking
About the things that hurt
Even the pillow deserves the best of us