Chain Girl

Before I come to despise everything in this world
Please, maybe, can you give some real love
Today, I somehow lowered, my score grade a bit
The scars on me, keep growing, without me knowing
Even I, threw my life away, like my friends and dreams
My freedom for now forever tied, I ask myself why?
The doll is a heart tied with, chains that never end
I'm your possession, your 'beautiful' decoration
Can you make me shine a little more and more?

But just who exactly am I living for in this life?
I can't be living for myself. It can't be
Before I come to despise everything in this world
Please, maybe, can you give some real love to me?

Hope falling from of my fingers, the sand disappears
The smiles of children playing, was being far away
The small doll who is restrained is set to live it out, but with so much pain
You're my controller, and my devil
You will always control me with your invisible chain

If my heart and my story are set to be in this mono-life
I want the power to blacken it all out
I want to run into the darkness where you'll leave me
Or the strength to say what I want too loud

I followed the figures up and down on the abandoned streets, I stayed alone like you want me
And I even tried, living without to fight back again yours
I don't wanna hear your words, the every single one that I heard
You may hold the key but I hold the gem
Now I've had enough
You don't lose control of my heart, I pulled, back to start
Ahh

So just who exactly am I living for in this life?
The answer was right in front of me
Now I know, I'll never give to my heart again
To anyone who won't let myself
Now I unlock your chain and fly out into this world
So this time I'll give real love to me
Ahh ohh uh oh