Shinitagari

Not a single cloud in the sky
Lazing around, feeling suffocated
Even though I don't really feel like it
I put on a happy face, pretending
Gathering unnecessary attention is a hassle
Just an ordinary person, a coward
Acting nice is just too much trouble

I wish for death, it's okay
No one will care anyway
I wish for death, it's okay
I'm tired of hearing it's okay

What do you understand about me?
You, who don't understand me, say
'Just get over it and leave me alone'
You, who can't be alone, say
No matter how much you complain
In the end, it's all meaningless
Crying, screaming, even breaking your neck
It's all so fake

I wish for death, it's okay
No one will notice the wounds anyway
I wish for death, it's okay
Might as well be miserable

I wish for death, yet I'm still alive
Why am I alive when I want to die?
I wish for death, it's okay
It's better to die, it's better to die
I don't want to live, don't want to die
Don't know what I want
Even if you ask me, I'll struggle
Without beating around the bush
Should I live or die? Let's decide

I wish for death, it's okay
No one will care anyway
I wish for death, it's okay
Just do it on your own, it's better to die

I wish for death, yet I'm still alive
Decide quickly, should I live or die?
I wish for death, it's okay
If you don't want to die, then just live on
Don't come this way
Wishing for death, wishing for death
Wishing for death, hey, wishing for death
Decide quickly, just live on without beating around the bush