Onii Yuukai

You climb the stairs with a heavy step
If you have worries, I'll listen, come to my room
Your posture, looking down at the ground, as if embracing yourself
I won't hand over my questions to anyone

I have your favorite ice cream, come and have some, even just a little
I watched you change into a smile, without saying anything

I want to bring my big brother to bed
His bright blue eyes are moist and beautiful
I dreamed of the morning I would spend with you
Now sing a song that only I can hear

The coldness of the line of your profile illuminated by the moonlight
You don't seem to notice me staring at you
Have you been hurt? Have you been wounded by words?
If it's all just a delusion, it would have been really good

To be honest, I dream of strangling you
I can't wait to turn it into a morning dream
I'll connect words like bubbles and get my revenge

I want to jump into my big brother's bed
Stain the pure white sheets
If I gently kiss the skin under that scarf
I feel like I'll be forgiven for everything

Your unexpectedly large, cowardly hands, that smile
Your singing voice fills my memory
Wandering, echoing
The burning in my heart won't go out
The burning in my heart won't go out

I had a dream where everyone disappeared in the middle of the night
The vastness and silence of the room
It pierces my chest, making it hard to breathe properly

If I jump into the secret room
I can always be with you
The tomorrow without you will pass as usual
Without noticing the creaking gears
This is just my ego