Escape

The voice of a secret I can't hear inside my head
The goodbye I rewrote stopped time

Like a broken human (junk)
Not seeking anything
Even the existence here
Is being denied

Melting deeper and deeper and deeper
Even if we love and mix together
Without being satisfied

As if waking up from a dream
Cruelly breaking apart
Tightly bound by
The reality I can't escape from

Your back that can't return
The day we held each other
Not knowing enough love
To save someone

Even the fleeting dream of entanglement is fragile
Scattering and turning into dust, disappearing into the sky

Always always always
Faintly painful
Even if I search for that color, I can't find it

Even if I hated you
Because I loved you so much
Without saying anything, strongly
I just held you

Every time I desperately seek
I become invisible
Even if I push my feelings
I want to hear your voice

The petals gently envelop me
If my heart were to be reflected
Understanding more about you
Even though I was raised
It seems to disappear like a fading dream