Irony

I'm a little tired of walking
I'm a little tired of walking
It's a common expression
But it's a long road called life

I want to rest a little
I want to rest a little
But time is cruel
Dragging me along

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah

I seem to be good at living
But things never go well
I'm about to give up
It's really pathetic

I've tasted enough
Of miserable feelings
I should have thrown away
Any feelings of regret

It's not that bad
To embrace despair
But what I want
Is always just out of reach

Because it's so incomplete
I end up expecting something

In that case, just
Push me to rock bottom

Even if you're told the answer
It changes depending on the person
So absolute things
I can't believe at all

Everyone experiences pain
I know that
So should I just laugh it off?
I don't understand anymore, idiot!

Despite being told so much
It's not that bad after all
Thinking it's easy
I was actually thinking about something

It's getting more and more troublesome
Should I just end it all?
Because I'm done? Because I'm not doing it anymore?
If it ends gently, isn't that fine?

Dreams, hopes
The meaning of living
I don't really need
Such things

Give me
A concrete, easy-to-understand machine

While looking for a place to cry
I've already cried enough

I hate empty words
Even if I expect something, it doesn't take shape
The stars watch over us
But they're only there at night

I seek out
Your kindness deeply
So don't touch
That soft part of my heart

Just leave me alone
Just leave me
This dirty road
Won't change anymore

Getting tired, feeling weak
Running away is pointless
So I block my inner ears
Crying that it's the worst

What is life?
Just living without knowing
Is it enough to think
That it's happiness?
I don't understand anymore, idiot