Lost Time Memory

Even after several years, the shadow doesn't disappear
Only emotions keep growing
Crouching down, I was drawing alone

On the slope directly below the vanishing point
We walked, our figures blurred
The sounds of summer remained in my eyes

Don't mind me
Just go somewhere else
I reached out my hand to you

I won't go
You said that, holding my hand

Annoying
I walked a little ahead
Without looking back

The true heart

Is clearly visible, there was no past
It's rotting without reason
I wish we could rewind

Even after many years, I won't die
I keep preaching about hope
Boldly, even today, you're not here

Don't mind me, just die, just die
Holding my wrist, just ride along

Helpless, just
Helplessly
Devouring life

If summer shows me dreams, before
Taking you away

The days of hiding embarrassment illuminate the air
Burning in my mind

The boy who turned eighteen
Was going somewhere again
Remembering the silhouette of the shadow

In the schoolyard where the vanishing point lived
You who were laughing, today as well
Said, 'Let's play'
And swayed gently

Awkwardly saying 'I'm worried'
Neighbors won't understand
Don't make a sad face

Fierce, let's be unnatural today as well
Let's keep yesterday's pace
So as not to forget your sounds

If I wish for an unattainable dream, then
Embrace the faded past
Let's have an endless dream
Enclose it as if it's natural
Then, tomorrow will remain unseen
But that's okay

Dye your hands to kill the boring days
Because I choose to be alone

The eighteen-year-old, corrupted boy
Today as well, was praying
Clutching onto your colorful smile

In the vanishing point, please take me away
Whispering, I quietly held my breath

It won't come back
That day hurts
Don't touch anyone

The voice disappeared, asking 'Can you hear me?'
I somehow understood the reason
Reaching out to the sounds of summer

The boy who wished at the vanishing point
Was standing in those days
Your summer-like smile
Remains unchanged

I believed, I'm sorry
Let's say goodbye
Don't say sad things, don't go
The shadow was
Staring at me