A Solas

I'm about to explode and I keep it to myself
I'm living in any day that is not today
You're starting to look at me like a stranger
You're making me forget who I am

I'm floating following your lead
And I think it's gotten to me, I just wanted to clear my head for a while
The line between being mesmerized or going all in
I take a sip while I look at you

I'll wait for you with a smoke at the exit
So you can talk to me a bit more about yourself
I'll promise you a spot in the van
And not to go back home alone to sleep, no
And I hope this lasts just enough
So I don't ask myself what the hell I'm doing here
I don't want to stay here

I just want to be alone
I don't feel like waiting anymore
To make half-hearted choruses for you
The city lights burn me

I forgot about the time
As if time wasn't going to pass
As if nothing mattered more to me
Than seeing you leave before dawn, girl

Let's argue within four walls
And you'll keep the beat as always
Without interrupting or cutting you off
But turn off the light to understand me
Talk to me in braille, hey

I know it's a risk to get to know me
Because the spoiler must have been given by the trailer
I live watching people pass by
Pretending I'm important and not

I have the backstage open
Twenty mates inside and one on top that waters down
The concert is over
I'm sitting, but nerves are eating me up
I've gone two weeks without your direct messages

You used to spend time replying
Now I spend time writing
I needed to come and let it out, girl

I just want to be alone
I don't feel like waiting anymore
To make half-hearted choruses for you
The city lights burn me

I forgot about the time
As if time wasn't going to pass
As if nothing mattered more to me
Than seeing you leave, than seeing you pass

I want to be alone
I don't feel like waiting anymore
To make half-hearted choruses for you
The city lights burn me

I forgot about the time
As if time wasn't going to pass
As if nothing mattered more to me
Than seeing you leave before dawn, girl