Anestesiado

No oh oh
No oh oh

And if I could escape from this reality
Get away for a while even if it's not that bad
Smoke every morning in my personal Nirvana

It's not your fault, girl, don't worry
But I've tasted your lips and they didn't taste like anything

And I don't know if it's worth it
The life I wanted so much and at the same time burns me
Baby, don't blame me for drinking
I'll come home later than you expect

And what's the point
I don't know if I want to convince you
Because you hurt me more than you do good
I don't know if I want to please you
Because I know it can hurt me

And as always
This was meant to go wrong
I just wanted to show some suspense
You know how it's going to end before it begins
So finish it as soon as possible

I didn't have the balls
To pull myself together
And that's why I live anesthetized oh oh
I have a broken heart oh oh

Because I live like anesthetized oh oh
Because I have a broken heart oh oh

Why do you come close to me?
Why do you only call me when I'm half done?
Why do you make me think my luck has run out?

Why do I spend the night sitting?
I keep smoking quietly
All twisted
But I keep looking for you

At 3 in the morning calling you
The guys have already told me I'm not doing well
That I spend every weekend hurting myself

That's why I drink until my body doesn't respond
Until I don't see my shadow
Until I'm finally comfortable
I want to escape from this vibe
Get into my bubble
I swear not to think about you anymore

And no matter how much I promise
It's only for now
Because one of these days I'll grab and write you another song

Because I uncork the bottle
And I feel like a rock and roller
But I don't want to see you anymore
I don't want to have you

I don't have the balls
To pull myself together
And that's why I live anesthetized no oh oh
I have a broken heart no oh oh

Because I live like anesthetized oh oh
Because I have a broken heart oh oh
That's why I live anesthetized oh oh
Because I have a broken heart