Complicao

No, I don't know what I'll do if I see you again
No, I don't know how to explain that
Even though it's empty now
Outside of your shoulder, it's not cold

And what's left for me?
If I don't even know what to listen to on the train
And as late as I am to know
That the best of me wasn't something of mine
The best of me left with you

And if I keep thinking that
Even if it felt right to be with you
And even if it looked good
It won't be the same again

Yeah, yeah
I don't want to see you when I can't even speak
And you're not coming home to hurt us
Baby, keep searching

Yeah, yeah
I don't want to think that all of this is normal
I don't want us to lie to each other to avoid hurting
Baby, keep searching

Hey, it's complicated for me too
It's difficult for me to talk about what happened
Last night I decided it's better to live guarded
And I woke up with a heavy heart and squinted eyes

I don't want you to see me sad and think I failed
Nor do I want to see you sad because I'm a mess
I emptied the fridge just as you left
To fall asleep drunk seeing you're not by my side

And if I keep thinking that
Even if it felt right to be with you
And even if it looked good
It won't be the same again

Yeah, yeah
I don't want to see you when I can't even speak
And you're not coming home to hurt us
Baby, keep searching

Yeah, yeah
I don't want to think that all of this is normal
I don't want us to lie to each other to avoid hurting
Baby, keep searching

I keep thinking that
Even if this ended with you
You wanted it too
You still hurt me, but I don't need it because

If I keep thinking that
Even if it felt right to be with you
And even if it looked good
It won't be the same again

I don't want to see you when I can't even speak
And you're not coming home to hurt us
Baby, keep searching

Yeah, yeah
I don't want to think that all of this is normal
I don't want us to lie to each other to avoid hurting
Baby, keep searching