comprendeme

I would pay with my life to not feel what I'm feeling now
And not live this agony of having to tell you I don't love you
You won't understand me and at times you'll even hate me
You'll resent the promises I made to you
You'll ask me why after so long
And you'll understand when I confess it's very sad
And that I can no longer pretend what I don't feel

Understand me, I don't want to hurt you
Understand me, let's not make it harder
Punish me, if you want, don't talk to me
But it's better for our relationship to end
You'll cry trying to understand me
I will too, as I never thought of hurting you
But it's better to see you sad for just one day
Than to spend the rest of our lives lying to you

I can't keep showing you love
I'm afraid to pretend 'what if I end up godless'
And then who will console me...

Forgive me, I don't want to hurt you
Help me, let's not make it harder
Forgive me, I don't want to hurt you
But it's better for our relationship to end

Today I understand your sadness, I feel the agony you're going through
Sneaking out of your house to see me is priceless, so much fighting with your parents just for me to tell you I don't love you
It truly hurts me that you can't show
Your confidant that everything between us is perfect
I'm truly breaking my soul by hurting you
But I know I can't fight against my heart

Forget me, erase me from your notebooks
Cheer up, you deserve to be loved
Get up, put on your best dress
And let your life be a spring
Blame me, tell God I'm not good
Ask Him what happened to my love
Because I don't know why I don't love you anymore
If just yesterday I loved you since childhood...

I can't keep showing you love
I'm afraid to lie 'what if I end up godless'
And then who will console me