Sentimental

When night falls without fail
This feeling that comes to me
Somehow feels resentful
I end up calling you for no reason
Thinking you might feel the same

I'm sentimental right now
Just staring at the ceiling
On a blank canvas
Even if I try to draw a picture
I'm a bit sentimental
In my room alone
Today, I feel too exposed
Lying alone

Bed time story
Sing me a lullaby
Even if I want to fall asleep
The sheep run far away
The sound of the window hitting
Becomes thunder
I'm scared tonight
The bell rings at midnight

Even if I greet the different me
I'm not particularly happy today
Shaking my head makes me dizzy
There's no one by my side
Emotions are random
I want to go to the universe
Who will understand this heart
I want to die just by words

When night falls without fail
This feeling that comes to me
Somehow feels resentful
I end up calling you for no reason
Thinking you might feel the same

I'm sentimental right now
Just staring at the ceiling
On a blank canvas
Even if I try to draw a picture
I'm a bit sentimental
In my room alone
Today, I feel too exposed
Lying alone

I just want to become
A star floating in the sky
Even if I do nothing
I shine on my own
Like the dark night
Like my dark heart
Lonely and precarious
Who will understand me

Jazz that doesn't suit me
I listen to music, let's call it jazz
As if the rain is targeting me
The music echoes and spreads
Until it shines in my ears
Be careful, be careful on social media
Don't get too emotional, don't get too thirsty
In a vigorous heart
I don't call my ex-girlfriend

When night falls without fail
This feeling that comes to me
Somehow feels resentful
I end up calling you for no reason
Thinking you might feel the same

I'm sentimental right now
Just staring at the ceiling
On a blank canvas
Even if I try to draw a picture
I'm a bit sentimental
In my room alone
Today, I feel too exposed
Lying alone

Can't catch it
(Even if I regret it now)
Can't see it
(No matter how hard I try)
We can't be forever
Happy

I'm sentimental right now
Just staring at the ceiling
On a blank canvas
Even if I try to draw a picture
I'm a bit sentimental
In my room alone
Today, I feel too exposed
Lying alone

When night falls without fail
This feeling that comes to me
Somehow feels resentful