Una Historia De Amor Inancanzable

A story...
of love...
an unattainable love story...

sadness,
is my present and my future,
even though
just the way I am, I don't think about the latter,
I just want to leave without saying goodbye,
abandon this place
where I never felt free,

14th of July, 8th of August was the date they pierced in me, heart a couple of arrows,
that was the happiest day
and the saddest of my life,
to cry and smile also share this rhyme.
I could never see or know what's coming
to keep me away from danger
to avoid ending up in ruin,
the truths that came out of your mouth
were your lies
why the hell didn't the beauty show up?
it ends up giving everything
for so long
it was all for nothing
I live with eternal pain,
and I don't want to continue living,
if I don't have what I want
and that's you,
my love since I was little.

thanks for the kiss that saves me today,
for smiles and glances,
and for being that great magic that revives today,
a feeling out of nowhere,
a passion between the two of us,
the one that was born among the mountains (repeat)

you loved me,
you failed me,
which one should I choose?
I'll choose the first one
you still saved me,
you loved me,
you got tired,
and that's why you played,
I did well to stay away but you stabbed me,
you're not the one who deserves my heart
you changed,
this makes this unattainable story not enough

you must know a lot about people before
because almost
always an I love you is a lie

bitterness takes over
and poisons my heart,
because no
there are no sentences between chains
that equal this pain,
it's hard for me to write
the tears are already covering me,
I also cry as the man I am
it's okay

I lie when I lie
and I mean when I deny
that I love you,
no one knows
what I think,
what I feel,

how difficult it is to have you,
how easy to love you

it pisses me off to desire you and I hate
loving you and hating you

thanks for the kiss that saves me today,
for smiles and glances,
and for being that great magic that revives,
a feeling out of nowhere,
a passion between the two of us,
the one that was born among the mountains (repeat)

the sun only lights up
the day,
but not my life,
only you could be, the one you were my girl yesterday,
my vital organ will wrap itself,
to be burned,
so you know what you're losing by not valuing it,
even though I'm not here
I wouldn't harm someone I love
(no)
I could only do (that) the opposite,
I just hope that like you got tired of loving me,
I do the same and get bored
of messing myself up

if you come back to stay, nothing new will arise (no),
you'll only have my forgiveness and little else (yes)
because you left
you left me speechless
and you walked away so cowardly,

go, I won't cry

I limit myself to messing myself up
for real things,
and to me you're an unattainable distant dream,

I've left you a couple of tied letters at the port
in case you come back so you know that I'm dead and that I love you

a story without strength...
an unattainable story that I narrate in this letter...

it doesn't matter who she is...
but the suffering that I reflect leaving behind a great mark...