TOC

We laughed so much it seems like a joke
That you copied what we had with someone else
The more you idealize it, the more it disappoints you
It's not my fault if it bothers you

You left me with the OCD of blaming everything
Of talking to you and deleting it every time it's two o'clock (yeah)
I don't know what happened to us, but something slipped away (eh)
If not even Berlin raises a wall between us

And it shows in my voice, hey
That my love ran out, eh
I swear that wasn't me, hey
The room consumes me, your name chokes me

I hear noises at home, you must know them
If I don't lock the door, I can't sleep
Every time we cross paths, there are no streets to hide
You have to live it to understand it
And they knock on the door, nobody
Trying to be okay is like trying to hug the air
And move away

I know I'm never okay now
I smoke like three and almost nothing matters to me
The cold seeps into my ribs
Without my tears, your watercolors wouldn't paint
She says she's fine without me and I don't buy it

You left me with the OCD of blaming everything
Of talking to you and deleting it every time it's two o'clock
I don't know what happened to us, but something slipped away
If not even Berlin raises a wall between us

And it shows in my voice, hey
That my love ran out, eh
I swear that wasn't me, hey
The room consumes me, your name chokes me

Whatever your sister says, I swear I don't give a damn
As if your friend looks at me and doesn't greet me
The fact that you don't want me anymore, we can doubt it
Although we were a team, but we weren't going as one
And now there's one more, one more
Because you're one more, one more
But I really loved you

And I know I'm never okay now
I smoke like three and almost nothing matters to me
The cold seeps into my ribs
Without my tears, your watercolors wouldn't paint
She says she's fine without me and I don't buy it

You left me with the OCD of blaming everything
Of talking to you and deleting it every time it's two o'clock
I don't know what happened to us, but something slipped away
If not even Berlin raises a wall between us

And it shows in my voice, hey
That my love ran out, eh
I swear that wasn't me, hey
The room consumes me, your name chokes me

If you call to have sex, today we can have sex, but you won't stay
Here you and I, there's nothing else, between you and me there's nothing else
But I haven't managed to forget you
If you call to talk, you can talk to me, but I won't listen
You wanted to fix it, we agreed to be okay
But once again, I arrived late

You left me with the OCD of blaming everything
Of talking to you and deleting it every time it's two o'clock
I don't know what happened to us, but something slipped away
If not even Berlin raises a wall between us
And it shows in my voice, hey
That my love ran out, eh
I swear that wasn't me, hey
The room consumes me, your name chokes me