Todo Azul

I no longer have artificial fireworks coming out of my chest no matter how much you call
I don't want anyone jumping over the puddles you left in my tear ducts
I know what I deserve and it's not the place you've put me in your priorities
You don't know how to be alone and I only know how to be with you even if it ends

I know I'm not okay
I know I will be
I've always been like this, broken since I met you
Everything happened in front of me, I wasn't looking and I missed it

I see everything blue, because I cry as much as you do
I didn't see how your light went out
And everything has turned blue

I no longer pretend to be okay, I know you're not okay either
We'll fix it later even if it breaks again
Soon, I'm afraid to swim in the deep
Because I love you, but so deep down
That I've removed the picture I had of you in the background
And I've put one of me with my crew

And I see everything blue, because I cry as much as you do
I didn't see how your light went out
And everything has turned blue

I have everyone asking me
Why I hide like the sunset
Today I dreamed of disappearing, eh, eh
And what did you put in my drink?
That I can't stop looking at your mouth
Thinking of you kissing others
Seeing you in bed without clothes

And how difficult it is to pretend
Knowing that it was you who taught me to lie
I fantasize about the idea of ​​ceasing to exist
We agreed to sleep and I left without sleeping
And now I don't sleep because of you

And I see everything blue, because I cry as much as you do
I didn't see how your light went out
And everything has turned blue
I see everything blue, because I cry as much as you do
I didn't see how your light went out
And everything has turned blue

I am optimistic depending on the time of day
I am optimistic at ten in the morning
Pessimistic at noon, at three in the afternoon I am optimistic again
And I don't believe in full-time optimists
In those people who are always optimistic
It seems suspicious to me

Because true optimism, I think, also feeds on pessimism
That the good light is the one that knows how to eat shadows
And that deep down hope
The one that is truly worth it, is the one that has doubts for breakfast every morning