Estigma

I take the witness, I tell my friend the resentment
Please, what pain, I ask for forgiveness if now I change for hatred
The love towards the one who threw me
And if it happens or is more by inertia
I fill my veins with alcohol
Let the liver filter the kisses in letters
Excesses, events, sweat

Sooner or later when we perish
We are lethal poison at least, it serves as comfort
Your black little eyes don't penetrate me
Not even a single 'I love you' feeds me
I don't crave revenge, nor do I fuel the fire, I burn memories without caution
While I fully consume our candle

And if you leave, there is nothing or no one
That fits inside here, I'm sorry
If you leave, don't blame yourself if you see me starting to fall behind
Because when you leave, the anxiety returns
When you leave, she returns
When you leave, the anxiety returns
Not seeing you anymore, pretending

You didn't tell me that love would leave
Now crying on the road
I look for a way out, in a closed room
No one looks for me, nothing fulfills me
Now that I ask the night to come
You leave me, I want you to come back
I have the days passing slowly
Hell inside, rain outside
It's complicated to tell you what I feel
When I don't even feel that I'm loved
My hands tremble, you look into my eyes

You tell me I must continue even without strength
Perfect beauty, to have my sadness
People who cry are watered by the evil they are left with
I'm behind bars, serving a sentence
They say everything is fine
But I feel the cold on my skin
When you walk away, I greet demons who seek to play with me who is who
I don't recognize what I have been, what I have lived being with you

I want not to think too much about that, but
Here I go back and continue, I say
We will be happy, I swear these will be scars
You, don't cry anymore, let everything pass now
Blessed sorrow, how much you have given me
For every wound, a great song taken out
I make you feel the cold in Dubai, I don't have a heart
It's not there anymore, I want you to continue even if everything fails
Head up, untouchable pride, I can move forward
Even if fear tells me no, but here I win

And if you leave, there is nothing or no one
That fits inside here, I'm sorry
If you leave, don't blame yourself if you see me starting to fall behind
Because when you leave, the anxiety returns
When you leave, she returns
When you leave, the anxiety returns
Not seeing you anymore, pretending
I'm sorry, I'm sorry