Soy El Malo

I've lied to everyone and that's why today I confess
The reason why I've always been cold and serious
I don't laugh just to laugh, nor do I fake laughter
I pretend to have the family that has never been with me

I take refuge among the people who appreciate me, who love me
Because I come from a family that hurts each other
I've always been walking without their support
And they boast that my success is because of them

That I'm bad just because I took off the blindfold
Because I focused on seeing both sides of the coin
And yes, I'm bad just because other people say so
Just by looking at the cover and not daring to read me

They've spoken ill of me, but that doesn't hurt me
What hurts is when your father speaks ill and denies it
What example can you follow if that makes you crumble
They don't want to see me happy, but nothing brings me down

I'm quiet, because my indiscretion can hurt you
I was alone for so long, it's not easy to correct me
There was no time to cry, nor for drugs
I was alone with my pencil, paper, and a rope

Tell me how I've continued if I don't even know myself
I never wanted to harm myself and that's why I'm okay
I'm seen with few friends because I'm not friendly
They say I'm a bad son, but I had no one

To tell me 'I love you' and give me good advice
They only call for money and don't look in the mirror
Don't judge me without knowing what's behind this seriousness
That supposedly fakes laughter when I've struggled with fear

They say I'm the bad guy, for not agreeing with them
For getting up more than a thousand times from the ground
They look at me badly, talk too much and weren't even there
When I fell, cried, suffered, they never saw me

Bad when I was good to many
When they were with me out of ambition
Because of lies, many left my side
And those who are true stayed

Despite everything, I thank the one above
Because thanks to all this, I don't know what I would be
Despite everything, this is my life
And if it weren't for this, I'd be in drugs

Thanks to those who bring me down, I haven't fallen
Thanks to those lies, I stand tall
Because, even though they say I've changed for the worse
They haven't lived with me and only speak what they see

Over time, I've understood who will be real with you
And I thank the few who have been more than friends
Thanks to those who have listened to me since I started
When there were only lyrics, recorders, and a cassette

Also to the one who left, but without saying goodbye
Brother, you know that because of this the world will hear my voice
Thanks to the one who keeps singing with me on the microphone
You know that when you arrive, we'll explode with the flow

Thanks to the one who made the beat for me to shoot lyrics
Thanks also to my girl for being patient and direct
Thanks to those who followed me again on my channel
Because thanks to them, I am the perfect melody

I thank those who said I would make a fool of myself
When I started in this singing monotonously
I thank you for listening and calling me an idol
Welcome to my album, part two, and it's 'Untitled'

They say I'm the bad guy, for not agreeing with them
For getting up more than a thousand times from the ground
They look at me badly, talk too much and weren't even there
When I fell, cried, suffered, they never saw me

Bad when I was good to many
When they were with me out of ambition
Because of lies, many left my side
And those who are true stayed