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The more I try to calm down, the more my instincts kick in
Someone's encouragement fades away, blurring and disappearing

The door creaks open, facing this way
Smiling at me, saying it’d be better if I just stopped

Hiding my head, the mask follows me
Not hiding my backside, showing my weakness
I’m good at playing the game

We should be looking at the same sky
But there’s this cold distance like we can’t meet again
When night falls, it hurts
Like scars from a storm
I wish it would just sweep away to the depths of my memory

From within the brown haze flows a pure spirit
An invisible knife cuts through like a breeze
A beautiful illusion that looks like the truth, it’s all tied up
Smiling at me, saying just break it all down

From the gaps in the clouds
Thin light trickles down faintly
Someone, please save this heart of mine

We should be looking at the same sky
But giving up feels like this cruel distance
When morning comes, it all crumbles
The peace I thought I could grasp
I wish it would just take today’s temperature away

I want to see you, with a pure voice
Back when I didn’t know anything
I can’t go back, don’t wish for it
There’s no turning back now

No matter how far I reach out
This sad distance just won’t go away
Only empty expectations remain
Who the hell stained the moon?
Can’t shake off the soaked lies
Let’s play a game of 1(One), 2(Two), 3(Three)
With the tears I cried
Let’s create a different future.