だから僕は音楽を辞めた

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
Under the blue sky, I waited for you
The evidence of the wind blowing, imagining escaping the afternoon
Hey, what will happen from now on?
I wasn't taught how to move forward
I walked without saying anything after looking into your eyes

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
Youth is boring
The piano I was supposed to quit, the habit of pulling the desk doesn't go away
Hey, I wonder what you'll be doing in the future
I hope you're not in trouble for not doing music

Even if I draw a line in my heart
It couldn't be erased no matter what, it's a detestable memory, don't remember it anymore, it's wrong
You don't understand, you humans
Books, love, the world, pain, life, I don't care about any of it
Wanting to know if it's right or wrong is just a defense mechanism
I thought about it, it's your fault

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
I really don't want to grow old
Just thinking about dying
Makes my chest empty
I wonder what I'll be doing in the future
When I became an adult, I understood, I'm not doing anything

I hate people who look happy
How should I rationalize that?
The monster in the back of my unsatisfied mind
Like a fierce island

It's not wrong, after all, you humans are humans
Love, salvation, kindness, there's no basis, it's your fault
Feeling pain from love songs is just a defense mechanism
It's your fault, I don't care

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
Just living is painful
I don't understand music
Lyrics, even a thread, it doesn't matter, I don't care

It's not wrong
It's not wrong
It's not wrong

I know it's wrong, I understand
You humans
Books, love, salvation, kindness, life, I don't care
Not being able to give the right answer is just a defense mechanism
I don't care, it's your fault

I had beliefs too
Now they're just memories like dust
I drew you countless times
Being successful didn't matter to me

It's true, it's true
That's how it used to be
That's why
That's why I quit music