Dakara Boku Wa Ongaku Wo Yameta

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
I waited for you under the blue sky
The wind blew, a symbol, imagining escaping the afternoon
I wonder what will happen from now on
I don't care how to proceed
I looked into your eyes and couldn't say anything, I walked

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
Youth is boring
The habit of pulling the piano desk that I should have stopped doesn't go away
I wonder what I'll be doing in the future
I hope you're not doing music, don't worry

Even if I draw a line in my heart
It didn't disappear no matter what, it's too late
Don't remember anymore, it's wrong
You don't understand, you humans
The truth, love, the world, the pain
Life, I don't care
I want to know if it's right or not, it's a defense mechanism
I thought about it, it's your fault

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
I don't want to know the truth
Just thinking about dying
Makes my chest empty
I wonder what I'll be doing in the future
I understood when I became an adult
I'm not doing anything

I hate people with happy faces
How should I rationalize that
The monster-like Reijima Mansion
In the back of my unsatisfied head
It's not wrong
After all, you humans
Love, salvation, kindness
Blaming you for having no basis
I want a love song, it's a defense mechanism
It's your fault, I don't care

Even if I think about it, I don't understand
Just living is painful
I can't do music anymore
It's okay if the lyrics are random
I don't care
It's not wrong
It's not wrong
It's not wrong

You're wrong, I know, you humans
The truth, love, salvation, kindness
I don't care about life
I can't say the right answer, it's a defense mechanism
I don't care, it's your fault

I had beliefs too
Now just memories like trash
I drew you countless times
I didn't care about being successful
It's true, it's true
It used to be like that
So I
So I quit music