Frío

Been a while since I talked to my God
I'm scared of all that I am
Sometimes up, sometimes down
But worse every time

I'm afraid of death
Sometimes I feel I'm not enough
Every day I miss my people
That pattern permanently killed me

I know I'm left with mental scars
I miss the ranch and going out to smoke
Damn, I don't want to stop copying
I only pretend to be superficial

I want a normal person
Everyone tells me: You're special
I just want to stop crying
Be grateful, not feel awful

But I disconnect for the cold
I'm afraid of the void
I'm falling, cold pit
I'm broken inside

I sing to ease my pain
Lights in my room
Angels and demons too
I've tried everything

And therapy doesn't solve me
Seeking all the control
Between substances and frequent friends
They want me to solve

They don't know my troubles
I don't need your sorrows
Much less do I want you to come talk to me
In heaven if anyone can

Come help me
I can't bear my burden anymore
I want to vent
Don't tell me no more

Don't tell me: How beautiful your voice is
The truth is they don't know, no
What I live, in darkness I am, eh-eh
God loves me, the demons

They want my voice too
Chasing what it didn't teach me
Accumulating wealth and favor
I don't know who I am

(Hey)
Where am I going
(Hey)
I ask for forgiveness
(Hey)

I disconnect for the cold
I'm afraid of the void
I'm falling, cold pit
I'm broken inside

I sing to ease my pain
Lights in my room
Angels and demons too
I'm broken inside

I sing to ease my pain
Lights in my room
Angels and demons too