Alma Muert 69

Once again lying on the ground looking for something to think about
I have so many questions without answers that I won’t clarify
I’m scared of what the future has in store for me
And I’m scared to imagine that tomorrow you won’t be here
I’m afraid of the dark, also of being alone
I was scared of losing you, but here you’re not
You were the light that shone on me when I wanted to fade away
But you decided to leave me when I needed you the most, yeah

If you look into my eyes, I can’t hide my emotions
I’m an empty soul with no direction and nothing to do
The pain is permanent and I just can’t understand
How at only twenty, I think my life is going to end

Yeah, yeah, yeah fuck
I’m tired of pretending that my life is going well
That nothing’s wrong and I live without stress, but I really can’t believe it
But you know what? I’ll distance myself from fake people
Who talked shit about me behind my back
And to fulfill that cause, I’ll destroy this fucking city
I just ask that it kills my humanity and leaves nothing
Of me so they can’t take advantage again
Because I’m a fucking fool who only knows how to forgive
Look at me and tell me what you think of someone who
Wants to end their life soon
But doesn’t do it because they’re scared of being more alone
Just leave me alone, this hurts me more
I just wanna die tonight, and then I can rest
Just leave me alone, this hurts me more
I just wanna die tonight, and then I can rest

Once again lying on the ground looking for something to think about
I have so many questions without answers that I won’t clarify
I’m scared of what the future has in store for me
And I’m scared to imagine that tomorrow you won’t be here
I’m afraid of the dark, also of being alone
I was scared of losing you, but here you’re not
You were the light that shone on me when I wanted to fade away
But you decided to leave me when I needed you the most, yeah