blessing in disguise

May I have your attention, please?
This is the final boarding call for all passengers going from JFK to Incheon
All passengers should now be onboard through gate fifty-two

9 times out of a 10 I might
Force it, positive mind
But that one September night
My vocabulary is not allowed
It took one sec
Not even a day, but in a second it ended
After fighting for four years, I call a taxi, now where should I go

Hey, the road ahead is blocked
Wait, I'm lost in all directions
I can't keep up
But won’t look down
Confused, but once I arrive, I'll contact you

I'm going through it
Oh my god, just fuck it all and start again
It's okay, it's not okay
It's not a joke, it's real
My entire plan has gone wrong

I don’t know where to go, my place
Like a child, I keep wandering
I have to believe that everything will be fine
It's just a blessing in disguise

All alone on the plane
Cut off one way
Got nobody to blame
Just me, myself and I
Look out the window
Between the stars
The night sky is somehow
Dark, offering comfort to me

Hey, the road ahead is blocked
Wait, I'm lost in all directions
I can't keep up
But won’t look down
I've arrived, but I need to get my act together

I'm going through it
Oh my god, just fuck it all and start again
It's okay, it's not okay
You know, no, I don't know either
My plan that can't be undone

I don’t know where to go, my place
Like a child, I keep wandering
I have to believe that everything will be fine
It's just a blessing in disguise

Close my eyes
Imagine, try to turn back time
Hands together, feet planted
It's a start, take it back, my life

I'm going through it
Oh my god, I’ll see you at the other end
It's okay, it's not okay
No, it's okay, it will be okay
I actually like this unplanned situation

I don’t know where to go, my place
Like a child, I keep wandering
I have to believe that everything will be fine
It's just a blessing

I don’t know where to go, my place
Like a child, I keep wandering
I have to believe that everything will be fine
It's just a blessing in disguise