メリーゴーランド (merry go round)

What does it mean to fall in love?
Meeting a new version of yourself
Things you couldn't say 'I love you' to

In your happiness
I wasn't there
Accepting that fact

Alone, crying in the bathtub
My face hurting, wanting to see you

How many times have I said 'I love you'?
Yet why is no one by my side now?
How many times have I heard 'I love you'?
Only loneliness remains in this heart

What does it mean to fall in love?
If you were crying alone
Thinking I should be there

Alone, crying in bed
Can't love my voice, face, or heart

If I were born in a different place
Would I have been a different me?
If I could be reborn
Would I no longer be alone?

How many times have I said 'I'm coming to see you'?
Yet why is no one by my side now?
How many times have I heard 'Come see me'?
Only regrets remain in this heart

If on that day, at that moment
I could speak my selfishness
Cry my heart out and
Say 'I can see you again, I can see you again, I can see you again'

No matter how much I chase, I can't catch up
Merry-Go-Round
Loving someone is this painful
Even so, I'll love enough to keep living
I truly think of you from the bottom of my heart