Con Las Ganas

I remember that, upon arrival, you didn't even look at me
I was just one more out of hundreds
However, they were yours
The first flirtations

How could I not realize
That there are forbidden elevators
That there are shared sins
That you were so close

I dress up as you
You dress up as me
We play at being human
In this gray room

I bite the water for you
You slide for me
We play at being two cats
That don't want to sleep

My anchors didn't stop your instincts
Nor yours, my complaints
I let my screws run
And let ants twist me

I want you to never stop squeezing me
Without me saying anything
That your fingertips are crusts
Hooked to my vertices

I dress up as you
You dress up as me
We play at being human
In this gray room

I bite the water for you
You slide for me
We play at being two cats
That don't want to sleep

I don't know what ended up happening
I just felt, inside, darts
Our uncomfortable position
Expands in space

The pain sinks into my side
And the corners cloud over
I'm thirsty and swallowing
I don't want to not be by your side

I dress up as you
You dress up as me
We play at being human
In this gray room

I bite the water for you
You slide for me
We play at being two cats
That don't want to sleep

I will die with the desire to tell you
That I will miss you
And the words move away from me
My insides empty

I pretend I don't know, that you haven't known
I pretend I don't like being with you
And losing myself between my fingers
I remember you effortlessly

I will die with the desire to tell you
That I will miss you