Las Cosas Que Deje

I stopped smoking
I stopped drinking
I stopped messing around
I stopped overeating
I stopped lying
I stopped asking
I stopped cursing and cursing
I stopped flying
I stopped playing
I stopped trusting
I stopped scaring and crying
I stopped laughing
I stopped betting
I stopped oversleeping

But I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off

I stopped going out
I stopped traveling
I left the obsession
I stopped overthinking
I stopped risking
I stopped running
I stopped starting over
I stopped dreaming
I stopped toasting
I stopped understanding
I stopped trying to see
I stopped peeling
I stopped fighting
I stopped having sex just for the sake of it

But I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off

I stopped voting for the hell of it
Being late for work
I stopped crossing in the middle
I stopped mixing wine with watermelon
I stopped punching myself for poetry
And forgetting to save
I stopped asking stupid questions
And staring at their asses
Absolutely all of them
I stopped biting my nails
Showing my anger
Cutting in line
I stopped inviting to my house
Any damn person who passes by
I stopped promising
I stopped defending the indefensible
Investing in the impossible
Making friends on the train
I stopped negotiating with the absurd
Watching ten hours of soccer
Flirting with the past
I stopped cursing my luck
Fearing death
And abusing ice cream

But I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off
I couldn't stop jerking off

I couldn't stop jerking off