Beyond Two Souls

Okay
Since I was little they looked at me like a weirdo
Because I had an imaginary companion by my side
I knew it wasn't just my imagination
Every day he took care of me like my defender
I was raised on a military base

I'm adopted
I've been trained to kill
I talked to myself like a monologue
I've spent more than half my life visiting psychologists
How many times have I dreamed of being normal
Of having a family that truly loves me

That pampers me
Go out for a walk
Not having to think about the therapy they're going to send me
I want to leave it all behind
I want to be happy
And I'll fight with fists and elbows
I want a way
To get out of this nightmare

And all that's left is to get up or die on my knees
How many times have I dreamed of being normal
How many times have I cried for not screaming
I never wanted people to look at me badly
I didn't choose this life but I'm going to change it

How many times have I dreamed of being normal
How many times have I cried for not screaming
No one can fight what I feel
And I'll have to endure everything that comes
How many times have I dreamed of being normal
How many times have I cried for not screaming