Quise Ser Feliz

I wanted to be happy, daydream and smile
And I fell

I can't fly anymore, I lost my wings
I wanted to give, I'm not special anymore

When you look at the sky and don't know what to do
When your desire to fly gets lost again
When it's hard to get out of bed
When every day of your life will be the same as tomorrow

When you have no one to take care of you
When you don't even dream when you go to sleep
When the smile only comes out sometimes
When you're in front of the screen until dawn

Alone, like the loneliness that fills your heart
They tell you you're wrong but you're right
When no one in this life understands you
When no matter how hard you work, you don't get what you want

The hours fly by like the ideas in your head
Full of suffering, bitterness, laziness
When your story has no moral
When you want to achieve your goal but they won't let you

I wanted to be happy, daydream and smile
And I fell

I can't fly anymore, I lost my wings
I wanted to give, I'm not special anymore

When you don't recognize your figure in the mirror
When you see the end too far away
When your sadness outweighs the desire to move forward
When you think it's over but it starts again

I've grown up scared of this society
Full of raw people invaded by darkness
I've had friends who have cried for real
I've been a good person and everything has gone wrong

And I know I can be heard now
And I know the time has come to squeeze out everything I've fought for
Because I know I can achieve whatever I propose
And I know you will too in one way or another

I wanted to be happy, daydream and smile
And I fell

I can't fly anymore, I lost my wings
I wanted to give, I'm not special anymore

If you can't find your way and you're alone in a corner
When it's dawn and you still don't see the sun
When even though you're laughing, you're crying inside

When you have nightmares and think the worst
When you give up without explanation
That if you never fight, you're lost

I wanted to be happy, daydream and smile
And I fell