J'ai Tant Escamoté
Zaz
I've So Much Disappeared
I've disappeared so much, the angle of the parapets
Of my unavoidable and my untamable
Dedicated my nights, and raised my wrists
On the shiny counters of countless puddles
Of tides without sorrow, of stepped-over lies
From the marshes of promises, no I don't want anymore
Just that the taste of survival disappears
And that I unlearn the alibis
And to intoxicate my thirsty veins
I offer you my shirt, pull down my pants
I'm naked as a worm, and I fill with winter
This crazy temptation, that freezes my shivers
To lighthouses without light, I clung
And engraved on my skin with desperate leather
The ink of my chimeras, that of your kisses
Dried up in the ruts of my identity
The borderless escapes, the obtuse refuges
The alphabet of the breviary, no, I don't want anymore
I confess to my beer all these misunderstandings
I admit at the fair my lost paradise
And to intoxicate my thirsty veins
I offer you my shirt, pull down my pants
I'm naked as a worm, and I fill with winter
This crazy temptation, that freezes my shivers
I've disappeared so much the angel of my freedom
Of my unavoidable and my untamable
That the angles of the sky, those of charity
Have read in my gaze the insurmountable dawn
Of my scraps of tears, of my shattered heart
Of the breath and its breakdown, no, I don't want anymore
I dissolve my absence, I'm reborn in silence
I hold close to me, the saints of the keychain
And to intoxicate my thirsty veins
I offer you my shirt, pull down my pants
I'm naked as a worm, and I fill with winter
This crazy temptation, that freezes my shivers
And to intoxicate my thirsty veins
I give you back my shirt drunk with freedom
I abandon the winter, I leave behind
This crazy temptation that freezes my shivers