Nadir

I keep rapping for free despite the level
Unable to think of you without thinking of you first
I keep touching those photos as if they were skin
I hated that hug, a punch would not have been more cruel

I see people from the past, some bad some good
I see attempts at marriage, no one knows how to be faithful
I see the years go by and you're still a 10
I see that today the same things that hurt me yesterday

And I don't know if I'm hooked on playing this role
Addicted to your hive but disgusted by the honey
Or if we're finally reaching the end of this track
And you're just another chapter where I have to lose

When I write I am God and my pen is Saint Michael
But that doesn't make your plate appear on this table
Let's go to an island, without luxuries and without cell phones
I prefer your company to all this show

Let another one rise and do it like I do
I would like to offer you gala, lady, in other places
Lobbies, parties, trips, mama, all expenses paid
For today just my bed after the tour with the bums

Your thong matches my red eyes
Your skirt parades and I already feel crowned
I almost forgot that I'm just another nail
When I see you asleep with your fears uncovered

I remember well who trusted me when I had no chance
Throwing free without connecting them with a Johnnie in hand
And now I'm stuck to the beat like a Johnny Bravo shirt
Damn, this shit hurts a lot even if they're not shots

And I forever thank my brothers
Who are the only ones that matter, I love the audience
But it's short, they don't want me, it's what my mouth lets out
And they would have to walk in my boots to understand it clearly

To understand it better

Zeballos XXL Flow Studio, Mili Milanss

For the countless times I said enough
And I peeled off the scab with a French kiss
Years later writing is still my only coffee
In honor of the one who said it was a phase and left

I wouldn't talk to you anymore to get you out of my life
But damn, you're so distractingly beautiful
That chronic eyeliner and your piercings are unforgettable
You have me like an alcoholic in crisis with the drink

It started as something funny this suicide mission
But it got complicated and neither of us wanted it
And I saw you with vomit, awake and asleep
And I saw it with you and stayed silent while you did it

If I could choose, I would have withdrawn my troops
I just got out of one, I wasn't looking for another
The problem was that our mouths already knew each other
And I didn't have to look for you, I just had to realize

Pass me the cup, I want to turn around
My head is spinning, I need this situation resolved
To know if your hand and mine continue or let go
My heart tightens and your hands suffocate me

Bloody Mary, please marry me, be my queen
Or my devil, how weak your arms make me
What a movie you dressed up, dude
Those leggings will accompany my steps

Baby, come, tell me your dreams
And maybe it all ends in failure
But lady, I'm ready, I don't see an end
I'm like Kenny girl and it wasn't the fault of the glasses

Let another one rise and do it like I do
I would like to offer you gala, lady, in other places
Lobbies, parties, trips, mama, all expenses paid
For today just my bed after the tour with the bums

Your thong matches my red eyes
Your skirt parades and I already feel crowned
I almost forgot that I'm just another nail
When I see you asleep with your fears uncovered

I remember well who trusted me when I had no chance
Throwing free without connecting them with a Johnnie in hand
And now I'm stuck to the beat like a Johnny Bravo shirt
Damn, this shit hurts a lot even if they're not shots

And I forever thank my brothers
Who are the only ones that matter, I love the audience
But it's short, they don't want me, it's what my mouth lets out
And they would have to walk in my boots to understand it clearly