Orfanato

Discreetly I looked under the sheet
And discovered that where I was there was no sun
And then I smiled..
Honestly I didn't like the brightness of the day
Honestly I preferred what darkness brought
Constantly I focused strength in my hands
The mind worked a bit towards destruction
Normal for a child who doesn't know how to proceed
Normal why?

Unprepared, weak, poor, yet full of illusion
I decided all things, sought a reason to understand
How everything worked around me
I wanted to show my best

So I went after false dreams
I stole from people, walked barefoot
I prayed for a solution
I didn't find the solution and I returned