Ultima Llamada

How are you brother? I feel sorry to make this call
But you live in my mind and in my heart
I know it's a mess
But my broken soul is heading towards a new crossroads
Too heavy the burden
The long wait for a destiny that doesn't come
I have no more dedication, no batteries, no desire
Just an eternal void that connects weeks
The emptiness of a windowless palace
And damn, they have become customs
Obstacles that paint summits
Goals for other men
They seem so distant, myths more than rocks
Bells from other times ring
They sing to the plants that healed my wounds
Jumps in a lake without a parachute
Blackberries picked, all exits shared
How many similar expressions
And it's a great pride that in each rehearsal
In a flash of yours I find myself, the only sincere
To tell me if I fail
You know I worry and I worry about madness and in this adventure
I want to be you when I grow up, an entrepreneur, a brave one
I ran out of fuel, there's only a guillotine in the head of the cartel
Just glitter shit from the latrine stuck to my skin
Alone and the harmful written on paper
Faithful like no other, to the north of my without reason
There is no purer love if the heart screams naked
Thank you with capital letters and from the deepest
I will continue with you brother, I will call you soon

My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
Maybe this will be my last call
Maybe this will be my last call
My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
I know this will be my last call
I know this will be my last call

Hello mom, how are you? How's the leg?
How do you deal with the pain of that internal wound?
I know it upsets you, but I also know that everything heals
I know today gets sick if lived in tomorrow
You taught me like so much, like everything
Like the tears that dried me if I undervalue myself
Like never feeling alone
You are my greatest treasure, the relief of my guilt
You have always been the solution, the goal of my dreams
For every occasion you called me your little boy
I want you to feel good, to rain roses on you
For life to offer you with a thousand beautiful things
For angels with feathers to come to your steps
For your smile to shine in failures
For me to keep your kisses here inside
I carry them with me, you have always been my example
Temple of affection, of support, with your support, more than 7 lives
I was, I am stuck in the hole, without water in the stream
Without an outlet in pure curvature of black holes, polished and dark
With many damn doubts for such an eternal term
With balance below 0 in my notebook
Living with the ruin of my various voices
I know that among all of them you would find me
What wouldn't I give for you?, my own life
That's why I breathe after so many shots received
There is no other reason, I would have already left
But I owe it to you, I will always be with you
I will call you later

My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
Maybe this will be my last call
Maybe this will be my last call
My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
I know this will be my last call
I know this will be my last call

Hello dad, how are you?, I don't even know how to start
This call is like praying and I don't pray
Maybe I'm falling apart inside
That I stumble upon the desire to go to meet you
Nausea impregnated with poison
Without more fears
Maybe I miss you
How to tell you about 20 summers in almost alien verses?
Your eyes in my bad and my good
Without brakes to tell you you don't know how much I would throw in your face
The hardness of this stick, who will hug you?
You leave and suddenly time stops
Bitter and strange life
A world that separates us
For every time I seek forgiveness a tumor is born
Maybe you didn't know how to do it better
And it's not enough for me, tired of how long it wears out fighting
I don't want to be you when I grow up!
Maybe that's why music and drugs
But if I blame you I lie, weaving my own noose
How do I heal this love-hate, if I don't know who to talk to?
How not to call you anymore, if my heart questions me
At every moment?, my centrifuge goes alone
Clouds my mind, it's overwhelming
But I must free myself and free you
From this nothing that angers me
That to the sword of Damocles
It's my last call

My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
Maybe this will be my last call
Maybe this will be my last call
My hand trembles when I pick up
After this time maybe I won't call back
I know this will be my last call
I know this will be my last call

After this time maybe I won't call back
Maybe this will be my last call
After this time maybe I won't call back
I know this will be my last call