Blues In The Closet

An unexpected form in the heart
If blown by an uncontrollable wind, just
Truly there is something missing
'It surely wouldn't be here'
Timid conversations are genius
Give me a reassuring body temperature
Such a rare existence, day by day
Gazing at the autumn thunder's evening glow
The tears that just come out in a flurry
Endlessly true feelings
The bitterness that remains properly
Will taste delicious once grown up
'Hey, this memory is ours' Is that okay?

A standard daily life where we can say 'welcome back'
But if there are nights you want to cry, softly
Let me stay by your side, tell me anytime

Since birth
'Welcome back' was never a part
Even now, I can conclude it on my own
I don't remember much
Looking back now, it was fun
I think I've frozen those memories
Even without saying everything
I felt understood
Just nodding made me feel at ease
The tears of turning back are dangerous
Just a warning is enough to be full
Even if it's not normal, smooth sailing
I hope we can meet again
Like those days
Living only on a spoonful of gentle memories

Still
I can't get up
Please, let the existing anxieties and sleep
Notice and hurt

A standard daily life where we can say 'welcome back'
But if there are nights you want to cry, softly
Let me stay by your side, tell me anytime