Blush

I want to help, but I feel so lonely, boy
Since the start, I've been stuck here
I knew it was half-hearted

It’s frustrating, sitting cross-legged, being real
The smell of tatami makes it hurt
Another empty room

I walked around the corner of the supermarket
Those secret talks on the way back
I can’t help but miss them

I wish for something real, not just a dream
I’ll notice you by the way you walk
Another empty room

The soft green is just
Desperately trying to make me start over
I kept playing house
What do you want from me?
Ah… today is

With the air you breathed in
I feel like I might disappear
Incomplete and stagnant
Just going with the flow
I waved my hand roughly
I feel like I might lose to your presence
I thought that summer was mine

From the rooftop, the best view, I threw it all away
Easily tossed aside my love theory
Even if I show it
It won’t change a thing
I can’t catch up with growing up
August and September grow and vanish
Another room with nowhere to go

The soft green is just
Desperately trying to make me start over
I kept playing house
What do you want from me?
Freedom is… today

With the air you breathed in
I feel like I might disappear
Incomplete and stagnant
Just going with the flow
I waved my hand roughly
I feel like I might lose to your presence
I thought that summer was mine

I can’t get caught up, can’t circle back, it’s late
With shaky eyes, I feel like I might burst
I’m so weak

Since that day when I forced a smile
I knew it all along
Time and space are racing far ahead
In front of me

Hey, what do you want?
How many seasons has it been today?

With the air I’ve breathed in
I feel like I might admit it
Incomplete and stagnant, just going with the flow
I waved my hand roughly, feel like I might lose to your presence
I want to believe that summer is yours.