Darken

The voice that trembles wanting to touch
Misunderstanding and becoming oneself
Wanting to become but not letting it happen, even if breathless
Won't end until confirmed

Just stayed silent
Endured more than I thought
Burning today in a chilled field of view

It was good with the aesthetics I pretended
As much as I could say it's not okay
Though I cut through the slight pain
Meeting you and being forgiven

It won't come off at all
Even if that person darkly painted over
Will never be taken away
Even as an instant existence
Even if unseen, it's here

Wanting to protect is all ego's instinct
Even if modest, throwing away the heart
Surely different but
Learned and realized
If that elevated loneliness is so far away
No need to doubt, no need to believe
Keep the chain

Even the ordinary rituals are well done
Dance at the last moment of cutting
Even immersed in a triangular bond
Doubting the place wherever
Break the engraved cells
Forgive that this life exists

Carrying everything I've seen so far
Living and getting hurt

Wanting to protect is all ego's instinct
Even if modest, throwing away the heart
Surely different but
Learned and realized
If that elevated loneliness is so far away
No need to doubt, no need to deceive
Keep the chain

It won't come off at all
Even if that person darkly painted over
Will never be taken away
Even in an instant world
Even if not touched, it's here

Wanting to fulfill, wanting to win
In the manipulation of time
After reaching the goal I aimed for
Is there also a fulfilling loneliness?
If stopped and understood too much
If the courage to choose again is so far away
No need to doubt, no need to deceive
Keep the chain