Dear. Mr "F"

I tried to chase after you
You opened your eyes wide and ran away
Surrounded by green
If I step out of this space, it's a loss
Under that windmill
We promised to meet
Only my footsteps take a hollow rhythm

In the dark, dark forest
I remembered the feeling of being left behind
I can't live without you
It's troublesome with dependency

It's no use, if I touch it
It will disappear and vanish, pure white
It's no use, please
Don't find me, I wish

Our worlds are different from the start
I want to see you, is it a bother?
Let's pretend we made a mistake and laugh
It's hopeless
I already know that you, the air, my power
Won't disappear

Unaware of the deviation
I saw a light wall in the circle
Unable to read the air
I inhaled, exhaled, and returned it
Because I decided on a place to stay
I got stuck and can't escape
I don't need infinite time, I want you

You're not awake anymore
I want to end in time
I'm awake, please
Push me away, I beg you

Our worlds are different from the start
It's a joke, it's a habit
Let's pretend we made a mistake and laugh
It's hopeless
I already know that you, the air, my power
Won't disappear

Ah, I'm starting to not understand
Who am I, why can't I become someone else
Flashback, my heart is dark
From pretending, gathering, and blurting out
I'm acting in my own way
The lonely one is screaming
Hey, I noticed, I didn't know
There's no answer wherever you are

Now
I remember the temperature of touch
Remembering, becoming timid
Just wanting to repeat that
It's hopeless
I already know that you, my power of madness
Won't disappear

If our worlds are different
Can't we meet? Wherever you are
If I could convey, would it change?
I'm fine alone, but the sun is bright
But your footprints won't disappear