猫リセット (neko reset)

Starting a few seconds before
My head was heavy, my hair was messy
Because my body was so out of sync
How do I reset my appearance?

If I could reset my existence
It would be so much easier
I believed in myself, but my confidence weakened
The task of running errands is a record of success

Staring at the screen for too long, the smell of disinfectant
Surely they wouldn't understand, that's why I win
Sleeping in the car, a $500 phone
I want to do more

With this personality, how can I
Not think, not think about it
When I repeat the task of sorting
It was sweet, sweet, and then it was gone

Different, different, should I choose what suits me?
I clenched my teeth, resisted the urge to give up
Take me, drift me, even though there's no turning back
Neither enemy nor ally, we're stuck in a deadlock

Time is passing in reverse, it's endless
The guitar's distortion, the sound of a helicopter
Colliding with a throat, a bowl of rice with no snow
Will I eventually win? That's what I tell myself as I sleep

I'll deceive you with lies
I want to do more
With this personality, how can I
Not think, not think about it

When I repeat the task of sorting
It was sweet, sweet, and then it was gone
Different, different, should I choose what suits me?
Oh, what am I doing, it's so boring

Experience is fleeting
The words I wrote in a moment of realization
No one can understand them
When will it all end?

No matter how much I lie, it won't disappear
But I still want to do more
Even if it's slow, even if it's frustrating
There's no helping it

Until I adjust to the task of winning or losing
It's okay to laugh at the end of the sweet, sweet mess
Silently, I want to choose what suits me