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I live in a world of laughter and pain
Of women and caresses, without love
I feel like my heart is dying
Its beats are slowing down

I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I forgot everything that mattered to me
I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I changed my life
But something was missing

I'm a cloudy day without sun
A sad crying child
Searching for where I am
Screaming at myself you’re lost
Making fear a friend
And thinking I'm with you
Because if I think of you far from here

I don't feel alive
I almost write for a living
Not because it comes naturally
The songs I feel the most
Are the ones that pay the least
Almost nothing is enough for me
I just want the dawn to come
For the light at the end of the tunnel
To finally appear

I feel so empty
A river of tears
Come let me show you
Why I hardly smile
I hardly trust anyone
I've been lied to so many times
I promised not to let myself down
And you don’t deserve to come back

Time heals
They say
But
I don't believe it anymore
I just stay quiet, listen, and see
Thinking about what I desire

Time heals
They say
But
I don't believe it anymore
I just stay quiet, listen, and see
In this dirty

And ugly world
I live in a world of laughter and pain
Of women and caresses, without love
I feel like my heart is dying
Its beats are slowing down

I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I forgot everything that mattered to me
I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I changed my life
But something was missing

I want to throw in the towel but I remember
That wouldn’t be fair at all
It's just another battle I have to win
Standing firm for what I seek
And I’ll shine again, I swear
Braver, stronger, and more secure
Ignoring what I strive for
About my past and my future

God
Always take care of my family
And tell death not to be lazy
That when it wants to take me
Let it be quick
Just like life has passed
Forgive me for my mistakes
All the errors in my decisions
That became lethal wounds
That only healed by making songs
The hours hurt but they don’t
Kill

Tears that flow and escape
I want to keep going but I'm broken
My heart that no longer heals
Crazy on the street is how I spend my days
That bad life is good but it kills you
Many told me and I didn’t listen
I never stopped looking for cash
I live in a world of laughter and pain
Of women and caresses, without love
I feel like my heart is dying
Its beats are slowing down

I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I forgot everything that mattered to me
I don't understand anything anymore
I don't feel anything anymore
I changed my life
But something was missing.